Hey world what are you doing to me.  I was at peace with not going back to work.  I was somewhat relieved about not getting the job that I had interviewed for.  What are you doing to me?  I got a call from a totally awesome high school today to come in for an interview.  I wanted to say I was no longer interested in working–but this is a high school I would kill (not literally–well maybe) to work at.  It is in an awesome district and what’s a girl to do.  So I took the interview.  I know I have this St. Maarten trip in September/October.  If I get the job, I will deal with it all then.  I am excited and I have goose bumps.  Yes, I know Internet.  I change my mind a lot–it drives my hubby crazy.  Sorry babe.  I could never run for president–I am a flip-flopper.  The problem is that I want it all and I really think I can have it.  Until I am proven otherwise I will keep trying.  Who knows, I might not get this job either–but what if this was the job I was meant to have?