Yesterday was the culmination of my doctoral study. I had to orally defend my comprehensive exams. For those of you who are wondering what comps are, they are pure hell. That is what they are. Not really, but I imagine they are close. I had a committee of 3 professors and they each gave me question to answer and I had 2 weeks to answer. The questions cover the entire work of research and content that I have studied as part of my doctoral program (which included information from my Master’s as well). I read 70+ articles and 15+ books over the 6 week period to answer the questions in 15-20 page papers. It was intense. Then I waited two weeks and then I had to defend my answers.
It’s surreal. It’s a great intellectual conversation but they challenge and question what you wrote, included and didn’t include. It was certainly an intense 90 minutes, but I did well and PASSED. This means I get to continue on and finish my PhD program. If you don’t pass your comps–you get a chance to revise–you are not allowed to go on to work on your dissertation. I’m happy to have this part done. I am not almost officially ABD (All but dissertation). There is a large group (80%) of folks who never get their dissertations finished. I will not be that person. I am certainly going to finish. I have one more semester of course work–one of which is to write my dissertation proposal. The end is near. I am glad that I will be done soon and have my PhD, but it’s a ton of work and I don’t know how I’d do it if my kids were older. It requires so much time and now it’s a bit easier because they don’t have games and practices, etc. But soon they will and I’ll be happy that school is over.
But for right now, I am going to enjoy my moment of celebration of passing the first hurdle. Yay. Now I just have to publish a few articles and present at a conference or two. Then I’ll be ready to take academia by storm.