I cannot stop thinking about him. I cannot stop seeing his face in my dreams--both sleeping and waking. Yeah, I'm a proficient day dreamer--that is how I got through high school. I have been doing a lot of thinking about parenting and what it means and what I will and won't want my child to … Continue reading Minow “on my mind”

ME. After reading the comments about my "cool" head and "zen"ness I had to re-read my post from yesterday. I certainly sounded like I have it all together. I am really a jumbled mess. I am not sure if I am coming or going. I woke up last night about 2am and didn't fall back … Continue reading And the oscar goes to…

until we leave to pick up Minow (Miny Noah). I have been reading the latest updates on the British Airways site every chance I get. It appears we will be allowed a small carryon now. The size of a small laptop case. I am not sure what size that really is. But I don't care, … Continue reading 5 More Days

and keep sleeping baby boy, mom and dad are coming soon. Thanks MP

This story is a reminder of what our child might be leaving behind. Only being a week away from travel this story touched me in a way that I cannot at this point articulate. I am sad for my son that he could not stay with his birthmother. I am sad for my son that … Continue reading A Stark Reminder