Okay, I was a little bitchy in my last post. I have just been a little bitchy all the way around. I am so tense that my entire back is one big knotted mass of muscle--damn the weight lifting--I cannot sleep. I was awake all night thinking about the baby's room and where things were … Continue reading What is Happening to ME???

We had our baby shower yesterday. It was nice. I am not a traditionalist and therefore did not have the traditional women's only shower. We had a coed BBQ shower. My mom threw it for us. She really wanted to have it. I also really only wanted one shower, as we didn't really know when … Continue reading Shower Fun!!

I am offically unemployed. Meaning I have no job now. I make no money and I never have to leave the house again if I don't want to. Thank goodness I want to. I don't do well with a lot of idle time. Thankfully I am weeks behind in household chores to finish before our … Continue reading It’s Over!!!!!!! Now what?

Thanks Fizzle "Here's some stuff to mebbe explore. And seriously, if I'm too opinionated,delete my comments. Do you have issues with trust? Are you sensitive or afraidof getting hurt? How comfortable are you in expressing yourself?" These are huge issues for me--all of them. I have issues with trust that stem from my childhood. I … Continue reading Hows about these apples….

My previous post about coming to terms with infertility got me thinking about coming to terms about the relationships in my life. Let me just start out by saying that I am a loner. I enjoy being by myself. I don't particularly like social situations. I don't shy away from them, but I don't really … Continue reading Friendships